I burn, and melt, and stick, and fade.
Your temporary arms invade.
One of many last warnings.
Cannot wipe
the conscience clean.
The strain wears in. You whore me in again.
Cannot connect the smirking world.
The poison
flower comes uncurled.
If I believe I'm dreaming.
And if they find you lost again,
what will you tell them then?
Collapsing
in again, you found what makes it sore.
You triggered off the feelings that you felt before.
I come crawling up
again. I need to eat, I need a friend.
Someone with me.
No better feeling than escape. Avoid the
feeling so you're
Collapsing in again, you found what makes it sore.
You triggered off the feelings that you felt before.
All the
guilt pulls away, if only forever.
Replace the name, replace the fear.
I can't come out, but I want you here.
I'm
laughing now, and then it floods.
But not out loud.
I come crawling up again. I need to eat, I need a friend.
I feel you up and feel you down.
I need
your space, I need it now.
Now. Now I need it.
Collapsing in again, you found what makes it sore.
You triggered off the feelings that you felt before.
Another
circumstance has gone and shut you down.
Another fear awakened in the fault you found.